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Thursday, June 17th, 2004
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11:01 pm
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it started out so bad.
i spilt his beer.
then we accidently made the little kid cry, the one we were watching at the time.
i just felt bad and stupid at the same time and i was just thinking like how could he like me at all, even after tonight of being a total retard.
and i was giving him a hard time that he still kinda sorta has a girlfriend. and hes all yea well maybe i wont call u tomorrow then! i just was all =( well if u dont want to, u dont have to, but u kno ull make me a sad sad little girl. (lol)
my boss told him to walk me home, since we were next door.
i was all 'you know u dont have to walk me home, u guys sent me to walk home in the dark last night at 12 on my birthday, its okay if u want to go back home.'
he said 'no, i think matt is just helping us be a little closer.'
at this point he puts his arm around me and i just kinda go on hugging him, while we're walking. it was so cute.
then, when we were close to my house, well he didnt want my mom to see that he was walking me home, so he picked me up and gave me a big hug and was all 'you know i will call you tomorrow. and u wont be able to give me crap about the girlfriend thing. and i asked why that was and he said that he was going to stop dropping hints and end it for sure.
we had a long talk yesterday too, about his whole situation. and im like...the one for him, lol its really funny. and hes a virgin. how lucky am i. but...just one downfall. well, i dont think its a downfall, some people might think its weird, but hes like....20, 21 this november, he doesnt look like he'd be 20, i mean, ur stereotypical 20 year old. but i dont care, age is only a number. my mom doesnt even care, which is what hes mostly worried about. but he works with my step dad and my step dad likes him alot, so i have nothing to worry about.
he told me that i was pretty =) ive maybe had a guy tell me im hot, to get down my pants, but i mean, no guys ever called me pretty, and he meant it, not in a way to get in my pants, but it was just really sweet.
i guess he really likes me. thats what my boss says. im not good at telling if someone likes me or not. i think he does though. what do u think????
anywho im just really happy right now. except that i could go burn the fucking dmv down right about now.
oh, and i got a 300 dollar paycheck, so thats alright with me =)
i miss him =(
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| Wednesday, June 9th, 2004
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11:25 am - its my birthday and ill kill if i want to.
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okay. its my 16th birthday on June 16th. anyone out there reading this? okay, lets hope so. mail me a birthday card, PLEASESESESE. cus i like getting cards. especially from people ive never met. itd be totally nice of you all. okay heres my address.
Pamela Anderson
P.O. Box 918
Newcastle, CA 95658
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee. i love you all. make me happy.
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| Sunday, April 4th, 2004
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8:54 pm
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i love that picture of me and courtney. shes so tiny and blond and cute. and im just...massive and ugly.
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| Friday, March 26th, 2004
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10:23 am
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okay. so yesterday me, chelsea and abby went swimming in a heated pool in the rain and in the hot tub. we went skinny dipping too when everyone was gone. there was a big tent thing over the pool, so it wasnt cold, but the hot tub was in the rain and it was soooo awesome. but yea we had to run back to the car in the rain in our wet clothes. then we ran through auburn in wet skimpy clothes, cus it was funny.
but yea when we got back to stu's and travis' house, everyone was back already, cus Mike, Travis, Eric, and the hippies, have all been digging a hole in the side of a bridge, like an underpass, u kno? well yea, so they been digging this whole and when they went to dig yesterday, they found a crazy ass note. im gonna take a picture of it and post it on here so everyone doesnt think im crazy.
the letter consisted of a crazy bum dude telling them that he "knew" about what they were doing. he's seen the two cars theyve driven over there, a dirtbike and a drug machine? hahahah we dont have a dirtbike and a drug machine. what a psycho. then he said to not get caught and that he wouldnt tell anyone if they cut him in on our 'deal'. he also took all of the tools that were left down there. which was like picks and hammers and maybe a shovel. haha theyve been digging a huge hole with hammers. oh man. but yea, so the crazy dude took our tools then drew a map for them to follow to get them back, and he also said 'i have some cocaine for you guys at a cheap price' HE THINKS WE ARE DIGGING A DRUG HIDEOUT. so he said at the bottom, after repeating it like 5 times already in the letter "no cut no tools"
what a psycho, give us our tools back, we arent making a crack den. jesus. we're only making it so we can go down there and sit under a bridge without getting yelled at.
so yeah. they followed the map the guy wrote down for them, and i guess that it was some GIGANTIC tent, like they said it was so fricken big, that they got all scared and didnt want to get killed so they shouted 'we're gonna cut ur balls off' and 'fuck you ass hole' so yea, that was smart. so we're all going back with a HUGE group of people, so we dont get slaughtered, and tell the guy, we arent making a crack den and that we want our fucking tools back.
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| Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
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8:53 pm - skinheads arent allowed, in mohawk town. dun dun dun
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went to school today.
went to the river today.
clappy asked me out.
chelsea's gonna die my hair and cut it soon.
eh it was an okay day i guess.
current music: the vandals
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| Sunday, March 7th, 2004
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12:43 pm
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went to an awesome show last night. oh yea it was fun.
and chelsea and i took our friendship rats, yes they are real rats mines name is jeronimoe and hers is crank, cus it hella tweaks out all the time. so yea they just hid in our sweatshirts and vest the whole time. it was pretty fuckin cool, everyone wanted to hold em. haha suckers. but yea it was a good show.
i also have a weeks worth of homework to do in about.....3 hours? haha yea. go figure.
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| Friday, March 5th, 2004
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1:27 pm - SUBHUMANSSSSSSS
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oh my god. best show EVER. fucking SUBHUMANS omg it was just fuckin amazing. andddddd when they were all done, the crowd wanted more and when they came back out and played, they played my two favorite songs, No and Mickey Mouse is Dead.
omfg i went insane when they played those two songs. alsdkfjlaskdfjawoeim it was just fuckin awesome, i feel bad for anyone who missed the chance to see them.
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| Thursday, March 4th, 2004
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11:44 am
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SUBHUMANS TONIGHTTTTTTT!
yea. im excited. after the show arianas stayin the night.
guesssss what! yea i guess Clappy has been RANTING about me allllll day long to our friends, cus he goes to school with them. yea melodie was tellin me how they were doin a meditating thing in history, and he would lean over every five minutes and say somethin like 'omg pamela has the most BEAUTIFUL eyes' or 'shes sooooo hot' hahahaha why is he so BLIND. oh well. everyone thinks its soooo cute that he likes me so much. he was gonna ask me out two days ago, but sdjflkasdjfl JOHN HAD TO RUIN IT cus he sat next to us when we were having an alone time. fuckin john, i need to kick his ass.
but yea. im gonna have a boooooyfriend soon. yeehaw.
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| Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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2:22 pm
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so my room caught fire today.
yea. thats what i said. so im sitting here at the computer and i start to smell smoke. and im like hm. what could that be? well earlier i had one of those big 4-wick candles burning in my room on a card table(where i sew, and all my dvds, sewing stuf and homework is) well. u can just imagine what happened. so i walk into my room and oh my god, there is a huge ass fucking FIRE on my table thing. so i guess the wax fell out of the candle and set the table on fire.
so i let out a scream, run into the kitchen and grab a glass of water and sit in the living room while my room burns down. JK yea so i grabbed a glass of water, ran back to my room and threw on the fire. BEEEEP wrong answer. yea, that just made the fire shoot up about 3 feet. so i get freaked out and eventually all the water i threw on it, makes it go out.
damages: 1 card table, 30 dvds(tons of wax on them, and the sides all burned up, one big candle, 40 rolls of embroidary thread, but NONE of my homework. go figure.
so yeah. haha i cut out all the burned stuf, put material over it, so it looks padded still, and then i put a huge piece of material to cover the whole table. doesnt look that suspicious i guess? haha yea.
well i about pissed myself. and hopefully my mom wont find out. but kids, dont leave candles burning in unoccupied rooms. i swear to god, it will scare the fuck out of u if u encounter a fire that is threatening your room.
SUBHUMANS TOMORROW!!
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| Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
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7:04 pm
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haha whoa. both clappy and bum like me =/ wow. this wont turn out bad. oh who am i kidding, in the end i will be boyfriendless and they will both hate me.
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| Thursday, February 26th, 2004
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12:51 pm
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yesterday...was..sdkfjlaskdfja yea no explanations.
but when i was with chelsea and mikey and bum, we met a drunk kid who was like...13? yea. and he was askin us for coffee and like...we tried to find out what his name was and how old he was, and he said he goes to Chana, and mikey and chelsea both go to chana, and have never seen him before, and so mikey asked if the principal was a chick or dude, the kid said a chick, and its actually a guy. haha yea, so mikey started callin him a little shit and told him to go home and the kid ran away saying fuck you guys. it was so much funnier in real life. but hell. oh well.
i get taken advantage of. and it reallllllly pisses me off.
oh. and no jewdriver for me. omfg. im so pissed. skldfjlaskdfj haha yea.
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| Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
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8:59 pm
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jewdriver this friday. omfg. im so excited.
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| Friday, February 20th, 2004
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12:33 pm
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so last night i got to hang out with my best friend chelsea. oh how i missed her! but yeah we got to see Whiskey Rebels, omg that was such an awesome set they did, then we saw Street Dogs, The Briefs and then my ride had to leave before we could see Youth Brigade =( i was pissed.
so courtney just called. haha she ran away again. and now its MY job to bring her makeup and clothes to GRASS VALLEY. psssh thats hella far away so im gonna have her friend pick me up today or something.
wow. interesting stuf.
oh. and my puppy...who is like 9 years old, 20 lbs over weight and ready to die, has like....problems and cant walk around anymore =( im gonna cry cry cry my eyes out if she dies.
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| Thursday, February 12th, 2004
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7:42 pm
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i love ariana to death. we hang out all the time now, whenever shes not grounded. and the whole auburn scene is fucked and everyone is backstabbing everyone, and we are all tired of it. thats all i had to say.
oh. and me and courtney are going to a fashion show tomorrow and some show at the boardwalk.
then on the 19th of this month, me and ariana are goin to see whiskey rebels at the boardwalk.
and then on the 4th of March me and ariana and some other kids are going to see SUB FUCKING HUMANS OMFG IM SO EXCITED. haha yes, so subhumans next month and i dont kno what else. yeehaw.
4 months til i get my lisence =X
current music: filth
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| Wednesday, February 4th, 2004
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9:00 pm
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soooooooo yeah. i got an ass load of homework and my advisor made me a junior now. go me. so i graduate in about a year.
so today i got my pretty pink retainers and they make my teeth hurt =(
then i went to one of the corners in town today and hung out with john, til he left, and just kinda hung around melodie, andie, jim and herp. then i got tired of them and then arianna drove up. i love her to death, so i walk over and she gets all excited and we talk and shes all hey we're gonna go drive around, wanna come? so i go. so its me, arianna, krystal and joey and we drive around, and later pick Ian up. so we go get taco bell, go to gotschalks and then we went to two different parks, this all being at night time, so it was like ten times more fun than normal. we just had a jolly good time and we're gonna go tunneling tomorrow, so thats something to look forward to.
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| Saturday, January 17th, 2004
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6:51 pm
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i forgot to make one of those friends only things for this lj. so here goes.
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
FRIENDS ONLY
if u want to be on the friends only part of the room, then please add me, comment and then i will most likey add u back. i love you all <3
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